short recap.

Going to make this post a quick one because I need to finish all my school and tuition homework by today!! :O

So here goes:

1. Last week, Twins and Joyce wanted to trick me into liking the twins' half angmoh cousin. They said his name was James and had blue eyes. After they said blue eyes, I was suspicious!! :O

How can brown eyes and blue eyes parents give birth to blue eyes children?? That's not right! Blue eyes recessive gene kinda thing.

Then they said he was a humanitarian, doing humanitarian job in Papua New Guinea, likes me (what the heck??), tall, single, strong, muscular, smart, looks like Taylor Lautner and Edward Cullen, cute, and whatever good traits.... *speechless*

I knew there was something not quite right because of the tone they used.

So I interrogated the twins one by one, asked the same questions, then compared the answers. Smart of me ay?! :D

In the end the answers don't match and, BAM!!! There you go, plan FAILED!!! Ahahahahaha! I am not that naive you know!

2. I might be getting a lomo camera, and maybe start on film photography.

3. For every Chemistry period last week, I heard songs being played from the school next to ours. The first song was I Kissed a Girl followed by You Raise Me Up. It was so quiet during Chemistry period that I didn't dare to sing it out loud. :( And during the Chemistry period on Friday I heard Tik-Tok. Mannns, it was hard to not sing to that song because it's so catchy!! :O

4. My brother's leaving for college today. I jokingly asked my mum yesterday about us going to KL for every coming school break to visit our brother/son and to shop there too and guess what she answered? Why NOT? Hahahahahaha. Good to have a brother in a KL college.

5. I hate lizards. Yesterday, while having my breakfast in a coffee shop, a cold blooded, reptile, useless, horrible, disgusting, dumb, literally bleeding from its tail, big, stupid, good for nothing, brown, fat (insert choice of words here) lizard fell from UNDER the table and onto my thigh!!

It was bloody disgusting and was staring at me like I'm some monster!!!!

Hello?? The monster is you, stupid lizard! Why the heck must you land on my thigh, pervert?

Luckily I was wearing jeans and not shorts or else my skin would be in direct contact with a cold lizard!!! Ewwwww man!

I am going to make myself really clear here, I HATE LIZARDS!!!!

6. I saw all my primary school teachers while having dinner in a restaurant yesterday. They were having some farewell dinner or some annual dinner I don't know. It was so awkward to see so many teachers!! :O

I secretly hoped that they didn't remember who I am and cannot recognize me. It's just weird, you know, that feeling. I am not as close to the primary school teachers as I am to the secondary school teachers, so that's weird. And it was hard to forget some horrible experience with some of the teachers.

7. While helping the teachers to clean (Ashley and Joyce dragged me, that's why) the achievement room (or whatsoever place you call that with trophies and awards and certificates) I saw the 90's school year book. It was so old that the photos are in black and white and most of the teachers have puffy hair and big glasses and flowery clothes!!! FUNNY!

And.... I think that's all. :)

I'm going to complete my homework RIGHT NOW.

I need motivations....

*Sighhhs*
I am emotionally depressed. After spending one week in school, I still can't accept the fact that Pn. Wong isn't our Add Maths teacher; Pn. Lim isn't our Chemistry teacher and Pn. Ding isn't our form teacher for this magical year.

Why why WHYYY???

Chemistry and Add Maths periods are not the same anymore.
I've lost my interest in those subjects. :(
They are the reason why I fell in love with those subjects.
I need someone to talk to right now (not the school councilor, not my parents, not my siblings...). I just don't know who!

Even for Add Maths, it's so depressing to do exercises in the workbook because I am used to doing exercises in my exercise books. No more clear explanations and tough examples.

Our used-to-be-fun Chemistry lessons are now serious and tense Chemistry lessons.
No more cracking jokes or whatsoever. No more fooling around. No more teasing Diandra. No more literally LAUGHING OUT LOUD. No more talking in class. No more going to the Chemistry lab for lessons except for conducting experiments. No more fun.

It's just that I miss my old teachers. This is the first time I'm saying that I MISS my teachers badly especially Pn. Lim!!! :((
So many people miss Pn. Lim.....

I'm in a very depressed state and I'm going nuts.
Everything in this world is ugly!!

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY???

Somebody tell me WHY my life is so miserable?!!

My first and second day of school....

Is horrible. ):

I have a few minutes to blog this because I am going to take my nap at 5pm in the evening, what the heck, and wake up and then have dinner and then do my homework. FYI, I just got back from school.
Completely tired, sticky and dirty. I was in school since 6.30am! And here I am now, blogging, not taking my shower. Oh wells. Gonna take my shower immediately after I am done with this post.

So here are some updates:

1. I've discovered that my Physics teacher has a blog!!! Can't write boring stuff about Physics anymore!! LOL.

2. I'm gonna love English periods because the teacher is going to ask us to write journals!! Blogging is like writing journals right? :)
Don't worry, I won't neglect my blog.
Instead, everything in that journal is going to be posted here... :)

3. I'm thinking about changing my blog's address. Any ideas? I want the address with my name, Xian, in it. I'm considering xian-sational.blogspot.com. Any comments? Xiansational is taken, so yeah....

4. I haven't met some of my new teachers yet. Thursday's gonna be a great day for me because there's gonna be double Maths (Yay! Pn. Ding!), double Chemistry, double English and double something again (I forgot, sorry!).

5. I am taking 11 subjects for SPM next year. :) Yes, that includes Chinese and EST. Will be going home at 1.35pm on Mondays, Tuesdays and Wednesdays while the others can go home at 1.00pm! :( Busy busy!!
The reason for why I take EST is because it will make my dream of having straight A's possible (just possible okay?!).
Scoring an A for Chinese in SPM is so impossible for me! Damn.
Even though EST is a little pointless, but EST is in English and that's 200 times easier than Chinese! True!!
I don't have to stress about not scoring straight A's for SPM because EST is now my backup A. :D

6. I ate almost a whole bar of Toblerone White Chocolate in school today. T___T
I'm going to be fat soon! Gotta do something about that.....
I'm addicted to white chocolate now, because of Joyce, but I don't blame you. ;)

That's all for now.
I'm going to take my shower and take my power nap now.

devastated

I went to school this morning to collect my textbooks and Pn. Lucy's really our form teacher. :(

Pn. Ding was supposed to be our form teacher as stated on the class list and something happened so she's now next class's form teacher. :(

Awh, this year is gonna suck real bad for me.
I saw the list of the subject teachers for this year and most of my last year's subject teachers aren't teaching us anymore. So CRAPPY.
I'm suspecting the school of planning something bad for us.
As for our Chemistry teacher this year, I heard she's serious and strict and not fun (no offense). I like our previous Chemistry teacher Pn. Lim. :(
BAD NEWS! BAD BAD NEWS. :(
I'm devastated, nearly on the verge of breaking down!!! ): ); D;
Some of my friends were like nonchalant, probably because it wasn't such a big deal for them.
Everything sucks for me this year.

Who knows by the end of this year you won't see a cheerful Xian in me anymore. Instead a moody, gloomy and depressed Xian.
Well, at least you know how it happened.

Is this karma? :(
What have I done wrong?

Hey 2010, you win. 
I give up, now give me back my life you!!!

Hey y'all.

It's 1/1/2010, the beginning of a sad year I know. :(

It's back to the 5 hours of sleep, waking up in the morning, brush my teeth, change into my uniform, have disgusting breakfast, yawning several gazillion times in class, getting hungry in class, eating food in class sneakily, wait for school's over, go home, have lunch, shower, nap, wake up, have dinner, attend tuition classes, completing homework, can't finish homework, sleeping late routine.

I am going to repeat this same old routine over and over and over and over and over again for the next 11 months (or so).
Even without a clock, I know when's what, after so many years of practise that is.

As you can see from my busy and hectic routine, I have included no internet time! :(  Meaning no more blogging, facebooking, chatting, twitting..... Unless I feed on someone's Wifi, which is impossible at the moment. :O

Before this year started, I got bad news about our subject teachers for this year. Unfortunately most of the fun and awesome teacher will not be teaching us this year! :(
Yes, that includes Pn. Lim and Add Maths Pn. Wong.
Homg, I'm gonna miss Chemistry teacher's cuteness and awesomeness! :(
Guess who is going to be our Add Maths teacher and might be our form teacher for the rest of the year?

*drumrolls*

PN LUCY CHAN!

That's bad, as in Pn. Ding's NOT our form teacher anymore!!!!!

I want our motherly Pn. Ding as our 5 Setia's form teacher!!! :(

Everyone's like 'All the teachers are the same as long as you study and pay attention in class and get good result because that's the most important thing bla bla bla....'
Shut up you!! That's crap-talking for me!

For you it doesn't matter but for me it means the world! This year's gonna be 5 Setia's last year together as a class in school and I want the last year to be as fun as possible not as boring and trashy.
The last year must be memorable for me!! Having fun teachers is a big part of it besides having lovely friends to spend the whole year with.

Oh wells, it's 12.00am and I need to sleep early tonight. Going to school to collect my textbooks tomorrow.

Fingers crossed for new books, or at least books in good condition! xxxxx

2010!

HELLO 2010!
I am going to hate you a lot.

Last day in Turkey (19/12/09)

Please start from the first post here.

Eighth and last day in Turkey. D;
*sighs*

No photos for this post, sorry. Was being emotional on that day. :(

I woke up quite early in the morning and felt like crap because that day was the parting day for us. I was insanely moody and I can't get over the fact that we're going back to Malaysia.
Had cereals for breakfast and went to the lobby to Facebook.

After that we had around 4 hours of free time so we walked to Taksim Square, a shopping mall, near our hotel, to shop. Manns that place rocks! The SALE word was everywhere! :O
Heavenly!!!
Who says shopping is no good for the soul?
It made me forget everything and I was happy temporarily.
So I say it's good for the soul. :)
Everything were cheap but they were winter wear. Not suitable for wear in Malaysia. :O
And time was limited!!! :(
I didn't buy much because I had not enough time!! :(

We left the hotel around 11.30am, went to the airport, checked in, had Burger King for lunch and boarded the plane. Surprisingly it was a 10 hours flight!

It was a long and SAD flight home. *sighs*

And that concludes the whole of my Turkey trip. :(