devastated

I went to school this morning to collect my textbooks and Pn. Lucy's really our form teacher. :(

Pn. Ding was supposed to be our form teacher as stated on the class list and something happened so she's now next class's form teacher. :(

Awh, this year is gonna suck real bad for me.
I saw the list of the subject teachers for this year and most of my last year's subject teachers aren't teaching us anymore. So CRAPPY.
I'm suspecting the school of planning something bad for us.
As for our Chemistry teacher this year, I heard she's serious and strict and not fun (no offense). I like our previous Chemistry teacher Pn. Lim. :(
BAD NEWS! BAD BAD NEWS. :(
I'm devastated, nearly on the verge of breaking down!!! ): ); D;
Some of my friends were like nonchalant, probably because it wasn't such a big deal for them.
Everything sucks for me this year.

Who knows by the end of this year you won't see a cheerful Xian in me anymore. Instead a moody, gloomy and depressed Xian.
Well, at least you know how it happened.

Is this karma? :(
What have I done wrong?

Hey 2010, you win. 
I give up, now give me back my life you!!!

Hey y'all.

It's 1/1/2010, the beginning of a sad year I know. :(

It's back to the 5 hours of sleep, waking up in the morning, brush my teeth, change into my uniform, have disgusting breakfast, yawning several gazillion times in class, getting hungry in class, eating food in class sneakily, wait for school's over, go home, have lunch, shower, nap, wake up, have dinner, attend tuition classes, completing homework, can't finish homework, sleeping late routine.

I am going to repeat this same old routine over and over and over and over and over again for the next 11 months (or so).
Even without a clock, I know when's what, after so many years of practise that is.

As you can see from my busy and hectic routine, I have included no internet time! :(  Meaning no more blogging, facebooking, chatting, twitting..... Unless I feed on someone's Wifi, which is impossible at the moment. :O

Before this year started, I got bad news about our subject teachers for this year. Unfortunately most of the fun and awesome teacher will not be teaching us this year! :(
Yes, that includes Pn. Lim and Add Maths Pn. Wong.
Homg, I'm gonna miss Chemistry teacher's cuteness and awesomeness! :(
Guess who is going to be our Add Maths teacher and might be our form teacher for the rest of the year?

*drumrolls*

PN LUCY CHAN!

That's bad, as in Pn. Ding's NOT our form teacher anymore!!!!!

I want our motherly Pn. Ding as our 5 Setia's form teacher!!! :(

Everyone's like 'All the teachers are the same as long as you study and pay attention in class and get good result because that's the most important thing bla bla bla....'
Shut up you!! That's crap-talking for me!

For you it doesn't matter but for me it means the world! This year's gonna be 5 Setia's last year together as a class in school and I want the last year to be as fun as possible not as boring and trashy.
The last year must be memorable for me!! Having fun teachers is a big part of it besides having lovely friends to spend the whole year with.

Oh wells, it's 12.00am and I need to sleep early tonight. Going to school to collect my textbooks tomorrow.

Fingers crossed for new books, or at least books in good condition! xxxxx

If I were a boy...

I WOULDN'T HAVE MY FREAKING PERIOD ON THE DAY I AM GOING TO THE BEACH!!!

This is so annoying.

Of all the times, why must it be on they day I am going to the beach?!

FYI, I'm going to the beach today. *I haven't finish packing* *sighs* I will be back on Thursday with photos. :P I'm using my sister's camera to take photos because my dad used mine to take photos of Germany, yes, it's the country. I want to go too... :(

I shall stop here and continue packing my stuff, just in case. My bag is already so full and I haven't even finish packing! I have a bag full of junk food too. XD

It feels so good to be free of tuition in the afternoon and at night. XD

Omg. I've got nothing for the potluck tomorrow! *sighs* I knew I had forgotten something. Oh well, I just have to go and get some random food from random shops.

I've got so many movies I want to watch. Some of them being I Love You Beth Cooper, Dance Flick, The Proposal (didn't watch it with the girls) .... It's so sad, this holiday, most of my girls will not be around. Even if they do, there won't be a day when all of us are free. For Monday and Tuesday, Joyce W will be having a camp. For Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday, I will be in Lundu. For Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday (I think), twins will be going for a camp too. Joyce K and Sarah will be away for a Youth Conference in Johor for the whole week. *sobs* Isn't that just SAD?

We can only go to the movies this Sunday. :( I want to go dress hunting too.

And so, I'll stop here. Gotta get supplies for tomorrow. :P

No wonder it hurts so badly. :O

I thought that I have only one ulcer, but it turns out I have two! Fudge it. One is under my tongue and the other is on the gum! I hate them ulcers!!

Anyway, this post isn't gonna be about that only, it's about my horizontal wisdom tooth (quite dumb for a wisdom tooth to grow that way don't you think?). Yeah, I'm not bluffing. It's horizontal!! It started when I felt something uncomfortable at the space where my wisdom tooth is suppose to be. It became painful and so I went to the dentist to have a check up. She did and X-ray and BAM the tooth was horizontal! It's rotated 90 degrees towards the molar next to it and it's inside the gum!!! I didn't get to take a photo of it. :( The dentist recommended me to remove that wisdom tooth surgically. :O I hate that word (except plastic surgery). I never had a good experience with the dentist. I remembered when I was in Primary 6, I had to undergo a surgery to remove a horizontal canine in my gum. It was an awful and painful experience. I thought I never have to worry about another similar case like that in my life anymore. Turn out I was wrong!

DAMN! My mom said that that tooth must be removed because it was not something to ignore. She even told me that I'll have to do the surgery this year or next year! :S

What the heck is wrong with me??!

I have two horizontal teeth already! Why can't I be normal for just once? I dread for that fugly day to come.

I can't believe it!!

Ralphie's dead! (FYI, for those who don't know who Ralphie is, he is our soon-to-be Golden Retriever puppy!) :( According to his owner, he suffered from some kind of disease and there was a 50/50 chance of recovery and death. Sadly, Raphie wasn't strong enough. :( He was so adorable. If everything went smoothly, he will be with us tomorrow! Everything is a blur right now. For one minute, everything was so perfect, we were planning to get him his leash, his toys and also his bowls and treats. The next minute, he was dead. It's such a heartbreaking news!

*wails*

I want Ralphie back! D:

Tell Me....

1. Why I have like more than 5 soar throats in 6 months?! I suffer the most when I have the soar throat. Why? It's because I can't enjoy the food I love. For example, Char Kueh Tiaw, French Fries, Pisang Goreng, Burger.... That is just great. Other people can eat whatever they want but I can't. Well, technically I can eat them, but I'll suffer even more later. == 

2. Why is the weather so hot in Kuching. It's like 40'C here! It's worsening my soar throat. DAMN IT!

Ok, enough with the questions. I'm gonna tell you my plan for tomorrow. Tomorrow, Twins, both Joyces, Sarah, Atuk and me are going to Matang Wildlife Centre to look at gorillas orang utans. It's not some random thing. It's for the crappy Civics project. We've been procrastinating it for like months already. :O 

Anyway, I feel like blinging my phone because it has an UNSEXY colour. == The only problem is I don't have the glue for sticking stuff on them. == 

GAH!I'm feeling so sick today!

Restless.

Aimless.

Sick.

Pain.

Tired.

Had no mood in the morning (must be the fact that exam is next week!).I've been stuffing myself with ice-cream during recess because there is an ice-cream sale in school.Like I say,it's the best cure for restlessness.

I hate that racist-loser-lamer-sheesher-pain in the butt-pathetic teacher.She thinks she oh-so good,but honestly,she's NOT!She's our class' number 1 ENEMY! == I just wish she'll be sick for every period of hers.

I've been procrastinating lately. :( I don't know why.. :'( 

P/S:Omg.Britney is a genius.

*Love me or hate me,but can't you see what I see?*

*All the boys and all the girls are begging to if you seek Amy*

It's meaningless at first but if you listen carefully,it's actually ...begging to if [F] you [U] see [C] k A [K] my [me]. :O 

So it's: ...begging to F-U-C-K-ME!

Impressive right?

Aww..How I miss my long curly hair.I love my long curls. ;(