and disaster strikes...

Today is the crappiest day of the week! Just one day after the last exam and I feel like this already.

Add Maths + CARELESSNESS = CRAPPY MARKS.

Add Maths kept my hope down for the rest of the day. I thought that I was gonna score well in Add Maths. When my I saw my marks, I couldn't believe how low I got! I worked so effing hard for Add Maths and I got such a stupid mark!
I scanned though my answers and realized that I'm an idiot!
I copied questions wrongly, copy answers wrongly and copy the signs wrongly.
Not only for 1 question, but for questions that worth more than 20 marks altogether! TWENTY PLUS! I did the steps and everything correctly and neatly. I deserve that 10 out of 10! Instead I ended up with one or two marks because of my carelessness. Just because of one little mistake, it affected the rest of the answers. I hate when that happens.

I do my Add Maths homework everyday. I listened in class and understand (almost) everything that teacher taught us. I paid 95% of my attention during Add Maths. And this is what I get?
Damn.
With my low marks, people will think that I'm some kind of hopeless student that is weak in Add Maths. Truth is, I'm not. I thought that I can shine in Add Maths this time, but NO, luck wasn't on my side. Who is it to blame? I can't blame the teacher, because this has nothing to do with her.

I HATE MYSELF!
People will now think that I suck in Add Maths. Without my carelessness, all of this will not happen. My marks could have been high and I can prove that not only guys can get the top spot in Add Maths.
Gosh. I really need to stop dreaming.

I shed my tears in class. Disappointed and frustrated with myself for making such stupid mistakes.
I wanted to shed more tears during Physics but my tear bank was dry. Tears wouldn't spill out any more. Or perhaps, I had accepted my marks.

At least, Maths and Physics didn't make things worse.

I hate hypocrites.
Especially those who say that they will fail in a particular paper and it turns out that they got the highest mark for the paper they said that they are going to fail. Oh, don't you just hate people like that?
I feel like bashing their head on the wall, or even better, pushing them down the stairs.

OH MY GOSH. (This is a SAD post)

4 Setia will have 2 empty seats when school starts.

One of the seats belongs to our smart, tall, helpful Lee Jun Yan. He's moving to KL. We knew that he was moving in June. We did say our goodbyes and whatsoever. So he left for KL already. I don't know much about him because we're in the same class only this year.

This is the tall Jun Yan. Taken during Sports Day.

The other seat will be Min Ying's seat. It's all in a sudden. The reason I wanted to do this post is because Min Ying messaged me out of the blues and said that she is leaving for Sibu tomorrow. I was so shocked and thought that she was kidding. But it's 100% true!! She has been our friend for a year. So many things we've been through, the joys and the sorrows. We will certainly miss you when you're gone! :( I wonder who will sit with me during Chinese Lessons when my friends are not around. I wonder who will tell me the meaning of those difficult Chinese words. I wonder who will teach me some Chinese when I don't understand. That is so SAD! I wonder who will join us for lunch every Wednesday when we had to stay back for Chinese Class. I wonder who else will use the same thermos as me every Wednesday. Lunch will never be the same without her. :( I wonder who will solve those Add Maths equation that Crystal and me cannot solve! You have contributed a lot to us, although you've been in the school for only a year! All the best to you and good bye dear friend! If you've told us earlier, we can have a farewell dinner or something like that. But you are leaving tomorrow, there will be no chance for us to throw you a party! :(

That's our Min Ying. (Took it from her Friendster.) Looks can be deceiving. She looks fragile but she actually is a pro in Wushu!

P/S: I hope those who knows them will wish them all the best in their new school. ;)