ahhh....(!) rants!

October is coming to an end soon people!

I hate exams!

LUCK IS DEFINITELY NOT ON MY SIDE FOR THE EXAM WEEK!

Whenever I start my revision from the last chapter to the first chapter, the questions in the exams are always from the front chapter. And when I start from the front towards the back, the questions are always the back! Dang! Why do exams hate me so much?

I rock in History. *so untrue*

History was so hard that even the first question I got confused. The questions set are not the important ones, they are just the minor insignificant details that nobody bloody cares about!
We had to write 3 out of  5 essays and 4 of it has the word Islam in it. That means I only know how to do the one unrelated to Islam which is the one about Dark Ages. ARSES!

For Chemistry, I studied for 9 continuous hours and I still can't finish paper one because many calculations are involved! For Chemistry, everything is really confusing because most of them starts with M. Eg : moles, mol, mass, mol dm-3, g mol-3.... Hahhhhhh... :(

I can feel a Chemistry tuition coming my way.

Paper one was hard but paper two was easy. Not to say very easy or anything.

Paper one was set by our teacher and she said challenging questions are very shiok to amswer. Not the average questions you will come across every time. She was smiling gleefully when we asked her who was the one that set the very challenging questions and at that moment we knew it was her. Haha.

I was at question number 23 when there is only 40 minutes left. Altogether there are 50 questions!

Slow not?

Oh and, on Wednesday, Pn Ding had 3 continuous periods and she got so bored supervising us during test and started pulling out pins from the noticeboard everywhere and did her own masterpiece on the noticeboard at the back of our class.

It was so cute. :P

She used a lot of pins and a ribbon to write : I (heart) U, 4 Setia.The ribbon became a tiny little roof for the words. Awwwwww.....
The guys changed it to: I (heart) U, Pn Ding the next day. :S

I heard rumors, or not rumors, saying that Pn Lim and Pn Wong will not be teaching us Chemistry and Add Maths next year as they are teaching the Form 6 classes. :(

I don't want any other teacher for Chemistry because Chemistry with Pn Lim is fun! ;D

I like Pn Wong's method of teaching for Add Maths.

Only 5 more papers to go! 
Wheeeeeeeeee............

It's past midnight now and I shall go to bed. Last night I slept for five hours only! :(

P/S: I just realized that everything on my bed is pink! And I have only a few usable blue pens in my pencil case as most of them are highlighters. I love colours. XD

P/P/S: New Moon is coming out real soon! Yippee!!

I've got back my Civics paper, Chemistry paper, Physics paper, EST paper, and BM paper.

I am disappointed for my Science subjects. You don't have to know the reason because I know you know the reason. It's not that I didn't study for it. It's because of the format! I don't know the correct way to answer the questions! Luckily the Add Maths teacher wasn't here. Or else, I'll become an emotional banshee for the rest of the day. What the heck, I just told you the reason.

I'm not a Civic-minded person as you can see from my 66 marks Civics test. That's a racist subject. I'm not elaborating more. At least I got an A1 for BM and EST. Language subjects are much easier to score compared to Science-based subjects. I never knew that we can draw diagrams and tables for the essay part in Science-based subjects! :O I want an A1 for my Science-based subject and I hope that Biology can save me. :S Until now, my Physics is the weaker than my Chemistry. Last monthly test, Physics was the strongest and Biology was the weakest.

LEE JUN YAN IS STAYING IN KUCHING FOR MORE OR LESS 2-3 MONTHS.

Saw that Jun Yan? I've edited my blog like you wanted me to. =P

P/S: Shit I cough like a sick pig. :(

Off I go again. This time to bed.

MY BLOG'S NOT DEAD! 

Long post coming up...

I had a really busy week. Exams. Pffftttt. 

*I have to start writing now and stop wandering off to other blogs*

Starting from Monday...

Monday was Chemistry 2. Dang, it's hard. How on earth do I know what experiment were we suppose to do. There were no clue. ==  And I almost cannot finish the paper you know! The time should be extended because we were having a 2 in 1 paper. At least I finished. Some blur people like Shennen was so free during the exam. The teacher even asked her why is she so fast. She just said she finished. When it was time to pass up, she just realized that there is another question at the last page. It's a freaking 17 marks experiment question. She went berserk after that. == And the teacher was smirking because she knew she had forgotten about the last page. Teachers can't tell their students that they didn't finish their paper during the exam right? I think my experiment is a screw-up. I swear that the Chemistry teacher was smiling when she saw my paper. == 

Then, it was Chinese later. DAMN. Chinese is even harder. == I couldn't understand what the summary wants us to do. I thought it was about someone in hell when I read through it the first time. But then, I realized that he wasn't in hell, he was in jail. So pathetic. :S And then there is this traditional poem. Mannns, that thing is a killer. I don't understand a word in the poem. It's just freaking hard. Even Chinese experts from my class said that it was hard. :O

Tuesday... 

The day of Biology. Blah. During Biology 2, I forgot my calculator and Lucas who was sitting next to me forgot his ruler. There were heaps of table-drawing and graph-drawing ok.. Without a calculator, I can't do one of the graph. Without a ruler, he can't draw. So, he borrowed my ruler. When it was almost time, I rushed my experiment and he was still using my ruler! My decision was to borrow Poh Yee's ruler beside me. Then I drew the graph. It wasn't perfect because I was RUSHING! I hate it when I forget to bring something for exam. == Later that day, it was Modern Maths 2. Bwah. Didn't study for that. I took my sweet time doing it to waste time. It was so damn long. The part I didn't know how to do was Sets and Mathematical Reasoning. :P That is so dumb. And our Add Maths teacher told us that if we didn't do well in our paper 1, half of the class will FAIL! :( I don't wanna FAIL!!! That horrible word is haunting me since I got into Form 4. 

Wednesday...

EST, History and Modern Maths. EST - simple. History was the bugger. Apparently, our teacher said it was until the Agraria dan Maritim saling berhubungan or something like that. So, most of us didn't study about stuff after that section. Who knows, 8 questions were asked about the religion thing. IT WAS AFTER THAT SECTION! HOW ON EARTH CAN WE ANSWER WHEN WE DIDN'T EVEN READ ABOUT IT!!! Damn. Modern Maths, another easy subject. 

Thursday...

Physics. Honestly, I'm not a big fan of Physics. It's so darn boring. I was studying until my head hurts. So many equations and units and forces. I mean, why all this? I'm never going to be a physicist. == I'll probably die of frustration. And the formulae were like really sharp blades slicing my brain apart. (I'm overreacting!) Can't do some questions because I forgot the formulae to it! I used some logic thinking to solve some of them. == 

Friday...

Add Maths and Biology. Woohoo!! I finished my Add Maths and had time to check through my answers! I was so proud of myself as I can finish the whole paper!! =D Biology was quite simple also. *I'm not being boastful* I was bored to the max because there were like more than 30 minutes to spare. Then I counted my pulse. It was about 70+. Lost counting at the end because I was distracted. 

I'm working on another new header. It's gonna be pink with a tiara! Stupid Photoshop wasn't responding just now and my work was unsaved. RAWR!

Dang. Do I even need to mention how was Add Maths 2 today? You can figure it out yourself. Will I say dang when it's easy? I don't think so.... I'll probably say Woohooo! Add Maths today fecking easy. NO, it's not easy. It's so complicated. *Sings Avril Lavigne's Complicated* Even the questions from Chapter ONE is complicated. CHAPTER ONE!!!! I lost 10 marks for section B because I can't fecking do 2 out of the 5 questions. (We were required to do only 4) I did 3 because the other 2 is like ....(choice of word here).... Luckily it's the one where you pick 4 out of 5 and not do all. == I was clueless when it comes to logarithm. At least I didn't leave any blank spaces in the answer sheet. I put down whatsoever calculation that comes into my mind. At one point, I even manipulated the question and used my how-in-the-world-did-I-came-up-with-it method.

Now, on to the lighter side of the exams. At least I know what I'm writing about in my English essay. Gah! Chinese paper 2 is on the same day as Chemistry paper 2. Both of them have the same level of difficulty but Chemistry can be understood more easily. Honestly. With my level of Chinese, everything related to Chinese is hard. :O

Got to go now. Havta study fir Chemistry 2, pronto!

*Dramatically* Dum Dum Duuuumm 

Today's paper is History 2 and Chemistry 1. I thought today is History 1 so I didn't spend much time memorizing the facts of history. Until last night 11.30pm, I texted Lucas and asked him about Chemistry. 

Me: Do you know how to do Chemistry equation? This mole plus that mole equals this product bla bla bla?

Lucas: I study Sejarah, Chemistry can shoot.

Me: I thought Sejarah is paper 1?

Lucas: Subjective questions.

Me: REALLY??

Lucas: Ya.

Me: OH MAH GOSH!! !@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@

It was already 11.30pm. I was in deep shit because I didn't memorise them. I'm so pissed. == Today, the essay part for History was quite hard. I bullshitted on the essay and I got some facts wrong!! WTH. I think I must have invented my own facts, that's why I got it wrong. == Gahhhhhh! So stupid!!! And I don't even know how to write an essay for History. 10 marks for just a question with like only 2 answers? Now, that's weird.

Chemistry wasn't easy too. I just had enough time to finish everything but not enough time to check my answers. DANG! Some people just have the time to sleep. :( Literally! Later that day, I saw Puan Lim and I asked her whether the questions were set by her. She said no and then she said that paper 1 is counted easy compared to paper 2. *GASPS* I'm so dead. :( Of everything in the periodic table, halogens are the ones I forget to learn. I reminded myself several times to memorise the places of halogens. And I forgot every time. As a result, I got them wrong. WTH! I need to study even harder now. :( 

Anyway, I've gotta do Add Maths now. Add Maths 2 tomorrow. LOL.

So far, so not good.

Gahhh... I just hate exams. This is just the second day of exams and I feel utterly horrible. BM paper yesterday was better than today's paper. Today's paper is freaking Moral and Chinese paper 1. I've mixed up most of the definition for Moral. Who the hell cares about the definition of the moral values in real life (apart from moral teachers)? It's not like we can prevent a crime from happening by just memorizing the definition or saying it out loud! Moral is such an unproductive subject. We students gain nothing from it. I repeat, NOTHING!!! 

There is nothing I can say about the exams. I just hope that some subjects like Chinese and Moral and Sivik doesn't tremendously affect my marks until I can't stay in my own class. I just don't want to be streamed into other classes. 

Oh, I almost forget something quite as important and annoying that happened yesterday during the exam. While the stonians were busy having their exams, the students from the school next door think they can fly.

So there I was, writing happily peacefully, brainstorming ideas for the essay and then it all happened. Bam BOOM Pow! *dramatically* Out of a sudden, some thick-skinned people were singing their 'I Believe I Can Fly' song which is totally outta tune. It's fecking annoying okay. There is this time where they kept repeating the two same words over and over again. Those two words were : I believe. I can't stand it. First, they think that they can fly, and next they having delusions. I'm so pissed when most off my ideas are being sucked out of my head and gone forever. They don't even know that people were laughing at them. Anyway, the singing stopped eventually and I had a peace of mind. I'm so grateful that it stopped! :O

That's all I'm gonna blog for now. Gonna have some rest and study History tonight. :)

Boom Boom Pow.

I hate the last essay for Moral. "Tokoh Tanah Air" is the title. I don't know who to write about. I've thought of Jimmy Choo but teacher doesn't allow him to be one of the tokoh. Grrrr...... I don't like writing about the prime ministers, they are all so dull. == No offense though. I'm searching the net for my tokoh now (apart from blogging).. I've been googling 'Tokoh' and all sorts of weird stuffs are popping out. ==

Ok, so I chose Dato' Onn Jaafar. It's because his name is so familiar. Oh ya! It's from Sejarah last year!! Cikgu Teruyah kept mentioning his name over and over and over again. He is the __ prime minister. Oh wait, is he a prime minister? Oh ok, he's not. Mah bad. == I'll choose him because he is not a prime minister. I never had a thing for prime minister, I don't know why... My gosh... He looks weird. Not good looking at all. :O His photos are all in black and white and sepia.

Anyway, I'm like so stressed out right now. I've been studying randomly. For one minute it's Chemistry, and for the other minute it's History, then another hour it's BM, and later it's Biology, and then Moral and then Add Maths. You get me? Ran-dom-ly. Freaking nervous over exams. And, and, there is this really freaky looking guy in my Chemistry reference book. I've stuck a piece of purple stick-on-note on his picture because he is just waaaaaaaaay freaky! Especially when you're studying alone until midnight. :O

 

Amadeo Avogadro. The guy who discovered the Na or 6.02 x 10^23. 

See, I did study.  :D

Do you get what I mean? Damn freaky right? He looks like a grasshopper with hair! I can't believe he looks like that in real life. I thought it was just a retarded drawing of him. But it turns out to be real. *Gasps* Imagine bumping into him on your way to a PC Fair. 

The picture is like constantly staring at you when you are looking at him. ==

Toodles! Gotta finish my hand-written essay on a piece of blank paper right now. :( So annoying. 

*Sings 'You spin my head right round, right round when you go down, when you go down, now'*