a rather creepy dream

A few nights ago, I had this really creepy and rather peculiar dream. This wasn't the first time I had this particular dream, it was already the second. No wonder the plot and everything else was so familiar. :O
I don't know whether I should freak out or panic, because I had the exact same dream twice. Is this normal??

Maybe it's telling me something? Maybe I need to decode it or something....
Mannns, I am so paranoid. :S

Okay, back to the topic.
My dream.
I am not sure how it started. The part I remembered the best was the middle and towards the end of the dream which was also before I woke up.
I should have written this post a few days ago, but noooo, I was too lazy. Anyway, here it goes.

My parents and I were on a trip back to Malaysia from I don't know where. We were going back to Malaysia by air, it was by sea. We got the tickets for the most luxurious cruise back to Malaysia, and the tickets were expensive.
If I am not mistaken, we were lucky to have gotten the tickets because so many people were fighting for them. And the last person who bought the ticket back to Malaysia was some famous celebrity. LOL.

On the cruise I met my friends, or to be exact, MOST people from my school! :O I told you it was weird. The captain of the ship was Pn. Chen (the famous BM tuition teacher in Hui Sing), don't ask me why. I've never even seen this teacher in real life, just kinda heard of her.
I knew it was Pn. Chen because someone told me that Pn. Chen resembles our ex-penyelia petang and the captain of the ship DOES look like Pn. Ng but everyone is calling her Pn. Chen.

She was an evil captain (this is just a dream) and she ordered all the non-adults, especially teenagers to go to one of the largest room on the bottom most deck and stay there.
The room was big and cold, with no windows and furnishings. Just a plain dirty red stinky carpet.

Then everything changed. Don't ask me, I don't control my dreams. :)

The next thing I know, I was in Chemistry tuition and my Chemistry tuition teacher, Mrs. Hon, was not around and her substitute is someone my school.
He was my ex-classmate!! 
I couldn't believe that he was our substitute Chemistry tuition teacher because our Chemistry was obviously better than his! Disgracing!
The 'our' refers to Tracy, Eunice and me. :P

Later, my Chemistry tuition teacher spoke with my mom and told my mom that my Chemistry was very strong and I had the highest marks for Chemistry in class. Only one mark was deducted and it was a careless mistake which was totally UNTRUE!!! More than 15 marks were deducted in reality okay?? -__-
My brain must have jumbled up my Chemistry marks with my Physics marks. Haha.

Change of scene again. Back to the cruise-dream.
As I was saying, all the teenagers were forced by the captain to stay in one of the rooms in the lower deck. No one was allowed to leave that room. We were innocent teenagers being held hostage!! None of our parents noticed that we were gone. T___T We couldn't leave the room because it was guarded by the captain's followers.

They were evil followers.
Every one hour, they would come to the room and use a dropper (like the one we use in Chemistry lab) to drip sleeping liquid thingy to make us all fall asleep. SINISTER!!!

I remembered that one of her followers dripped the sleeping liquid thingy on the carpet of the room, near the door and I knew what it was. I covered my nose until another follower came. I tricked the follower into dripping some more sleeping liquid thingy on the carpet.
That made the first time's sleeping liquid useless, in other words, it was the antidote for the sleeping liquid thingy.
As soon as the follower went away, we all regain consciousness. Heroic much? :))

We were given food and it was the most horrible food on earth. It consist of a lot of vegetables!!
Icky green raw veggie!!!
There were no pillows or bed for us to sleep either. Once there was this friend of mine who wanted to change her clothes so she sneaked into the room opposite the one we were held hostage in. I followed her.
That room has curtains and windows. It looked like a typical high class restaurant.
We saw New York city. It was midnight and NYC had so many buildings that had pretty lights on them!! Not that I have been to New York or anything... I recognized it because I always watch CSI: NY. ==

My friend wanted to change when we heard the evil captain! She was freakishly big and this time she looks like Ursula from The Little Mermaid. We were so worried that she might punish us for what we have done that we ran back to the hostage room and pretended to sleep. Everyone pretended to sleep too. We deceived her. SUCKER!!

When she walked away, everyone got up on their feet and started planning something to go against her and her followers.

I had no idea what happened next.

Then I remembered us making our way to the top deck and we were reunited with our parents. We told them about the evil captain and her plans and they were shocked. We told our parents that they had paid so much for nothing but lousy service for us teenagers.
After some talking, we were back in Malaysia and our parents sued the captain.

You think there's nothing strange about the dream? This is because you are just reading it.
In my dreams, everything was not proportional, messy, distorted and very Alice-In-Wonderland like. :O

FML. I don't want to have the same dream again.
Ridiculous.

P/S: Did you know that the dreams we have is closely related to how we think everyday? :O
I guess you have now discovered the true me. LOL! 8D

the many updates :P

So this post is the post I think most of you are waiting for, a real-update-kinda post, not some random rants or usual blabbering. Haha.
I admit some of my blog posts are completely not worth your time to read... :D

Some of the things that I am going to mention later on is either from this week or last week or last last week. Well, that counts too, regardless of when it happened. :)

1. My *drum rolls* Graded Ballet Exam is going to be on a Good Friday, which is in approximately three weeks time!!! :( At least I don't have to miss class on a Friday since its a holiday. Whoop-de-doo!!! (I am happy that I don't have to miss class, not that because it is just AROUND the corner..)

2. SPM results. Gah, I hate the new grading system with freaking cations, neutrals and anions!!! For those of you who don't know it's A+, A, A-, B+, B, B- and so on. How the heck can people actually score A+ for Language (except English)??
I am overly stressed right now, especially when so many people expect a lot from my SPM. :( Straight A+s is kinda impossible for most people unless they have photographic memory, that is. Pfffttt.
People with photographic memory should be banned from taking public exams because it is so unfair for us normal people! Right? Right???
Malaysia's standard of good results is so unfair. Example: A taking only 9 subjects and scoring straight A+s for all 9 is better than B scoring 11 A+s and ONLY ONE NEUTRAL A. Sucks right? It's so obvious B is way way way wayyyy smarter than A.

3. Oh! Ohhhh! Last week Pn. Lim (our ex-chemistry teacher) came into our class as a substitute teacher because our PE teacher wasn't around. Awwwwwww... ;D
Finally we can have a good chat with her. ;)
Good old times, good old times... *reminiscing*

She asked us stuff about our Chemistry and I was doing my Chemistry homework when she spotted some mistakes I made and corrected me! She even taught me that I have to put 'an' for the 'alcohol group'.
I wrote but-1-ol initially because I thought that it was as simple as the prefix + the location of the functional group + the suffix of the functional group.
She spotted my mistake and told me that I must put 'an' because there is no such thing like butol or methol or hexol... It must be butanol, methanol, hexanol and so on. So kind of her to correct me. :D
You must think I have nothing better to blog about. Ha-ha.

4. Results for my monthly test. So far it's good. I don't know why I rock at my least favourite subject - Physics. Maybe it's just luck this time, who knows?
I have careless mistakes for Add Maths, again, sighs.  D:
BAH YOU STUPID PATHETIC CARELESSNESS WHEN CAN YOU LEAVE ME???
For Civics I got just enough for an A1. Phew. There's nothing I can really write for this, and I am not going to type out my actual marks just for your sake. =P

5. Went over to Morgane's place to swim on Monday. Well, I went later (around 5pm) because I had tuition and they took so many photos when I wasn't around. :( And it's so funny when Morgane told me that when Priscilla posed for the camera, the construction workers working on a high building nearby saw her posing and started to wolf-whistle. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Kids. XD

6. For the class photo for the school magazine, I WANT to go to the studio for a photoshoot. Listen to me clearly, I don't want to go to somewhere like the beach to take the class photos for the magazine or whatsoever. I am not going to be your photographer. I have no skills. Thus, count me out. I want a photoshoot in trendy studio with lights and backdrops and experienced photographers taking photos. I want the perfect hair and makeup and beyond cute dress for the photoshoot.
Whoa, I AM demanding! ;)

7. I don't like using Tumblr for a blog because everything is so unoriginal. Basically, you just like and reblog the one photos you like and I can never express myself with loads of words for Tumblr. Sorry, fellow Tumblrians! :( If you are something like me, then you would prefer Blogger. :S I'm positive. XD

And I think that is all I can recall. :P

what a great way to start the holidays! :(

NOT!

Prepare your coffee because this is a long post. Sorry if this post bores you.
Yeah, it's all about me.

EVERYONE, yes, everyone, is starting their holidays happily, except me! :(
I was sick since Tuesday and I still am right now.
I am going to finish this post as soon as possible and then go to bed, again.
My routine since Friday was sleep-wake up-eat porridge-medication-sleep.
T___T Poor poor me.
On the bright side, I started my holidays one day earlier! :P

At last some drama! I can now blog something more interesting. HAHA. :D
Good for me!! :D

IT ALL STARTED ON A CLEAR (or is it cloudy) TUESDAY MORNING... 

I woke up and felt a sharp pain on the left side of my throat. The pain was something like sore throat pain, just two to four times more intense! At that very moment I suspected that it was caused by swollen tonsils, or tonsillitis. Grrrrrr. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it!!! If you don't know what it is, go Wikipedia it up. :)

I started feeling tired and sleepy, so my mom brought me to the doctor at night. And yes, the doctor confirmed that it was the tonsil that was causing the pain.
The doctor gave me antibiotics and cough pills as he said that I will be coughing sooner or later.
In his records, I had swollen tonsils four times last year! :O

Days past and conditions worsen. I felt like puking every time I cough.
Like *cough cough cough* *wuek*. And my throat was torturing me. It was already so painful to swallow my saliva, what more to say cough. Every time I coughed, I imagined blood in my throat. -____- So imaginative of me. LOL!!

We went back to the doctor again and he gave me some more medicine.
Mom told me not to go for Chinese tuition, she told me to rest at home instead. I took my medicine and went to bed. Apparently I was having mild fever and I didn't bother to take the Panadols, thinking that I will be okay the next morning.

I had creepy dreams that night. One of it being me accepted into medical school but I have no idea what the lecturer was saying. He was explaining about the human heart but to me, it doesn't look like a normal human heart. It was HALF IRON PLATED!! :O The way the heart functions was different too! I couldn't understand anything because everything was simply so complicated. The next thing I knew, I woke up.
I went back to sleep and I had the SAME dream again! :( Creepy not? T___T
In fact, I dreamt the same dream three freaking times!!

The next day which is Friday, I had high fever. Mom told me to stay at home but I wanted to go to school. There's Chemistry and Biology on that day. With determination I get out of bed and went to the toilet for some obvious reasons.

Mannns, it was the longest and most difficult walk to the toilet ever! I had to hold on to nearby objects for support. Without support, I could not even walk properly.
I was ever so weak that my grandmother seemed 100 times stronger than me. :O

I was determined to go to school. :D
I brushed my teeth and thought that something was wrong with my eyes because the colours I saw were not vivid colours. It was plain, faded, not so brilliant colours. Everything was kinda dark-ish and blur-ish and I assumed that the lights were to be blamed.

After making my way to my room, everything became even darker. My visions were distorted. Confused, I looked for my mom in the study room and told her that I couldn't see properly. My mom didn't understand what I was saying. I wanted to walk back to my room but I just couldn't. I couldn't feel my legs. :(

So, my parents helped me to the bed. At that moment, I was sweating like crazy, don't ask me why because I don't know too.

I collapsed on the bed when my parents let go of my arms. School didn't matter anymore because I don't even have the strength to walk properly. I took two Panadols and slept for a few hours. I woke up, ate my breakfast, took some medicine and went back to sleep. For the whole day I was feeling very hot for five minutes or so, and then shivering the next hour. It was insane!!!! Someone is cursing me real bad.

It's worst fever I've experienced!! :(
Like someone casted a spell over me, and wants me to suffer.

Mom brought me to another doctor later that afternoon.
I skipped school on Friday, skipped BM tuition but went for Add Maths tuition. Mom advised me to stay at home but I went anyways. It was ADD MATHS. I cannot miss Add Maths, can I? It was a bad decision though. Despite feeling like crap through out the 3 hours, my jacket wasn't a good barrier against the cold, I could even feel my goosebumps forming under my jacket. FML.
For the last two hours, my vision became darker and blurry.
I was so worried that I might pass out on the spot would make a scene out of it. Luckily I didn't! :P

I slept early on that day.

Either my antibiotics were weak or this freaking pathogen is strong. I had fever for two full days! ==
It was definitely the third line of defense already.

On Saturday, I felt 2% better than how I did on Friday. I skipped Intermediate but I went for Grade 7.
I can't afford to miss Grade 7 on Saturday because the next day (Sunday) is my mock exam! :(
My stamina decreased from all that sleeping. T____T
I couldn't dance properly on Saturday for Grade 7 either. I was too weak to dance and so I got excluded from some exercises. ;)

Today, I felt 5% better than yesterday. I can't dance properly for today's mock exam. ;(
My throat was so dry in the air-conditioned room that swallowing my own saliva hurts like there is no tomorrow.

Shoot. Thinking about what I did for my mock exam make me realise that I screwed up a lot! D: I think I did better for the not so vigorous exercises though. Fingers crossed. xxxx :(

BTW, I have decided not to take the exam for Intermediate because I have no time for it anymore. Perhaps I don't have the passion for Ballet anymore. That's just sad. (I'll blog about that some other day, I promise.)

Anyways, here I am now, typing this ridiculously long post. Make sure you read it more than once, because I am suppose to be lying in bed right now, feeling sick and stuff. ==

I think that's just all from me. ;)
Hope you don't fall asleep while reading this. Haha.
Off to bed! D;

my blog is so dull

Omg blogders, I am so busy.
So so so so so sorry for the lack of update!
The holidays are almost here and I hope that I can blog more during that week. Fingers crossed. xxxxx

I have loads of things to tell you guys but I don't have the time. FML.

Can't wait to tell you guys!! :DD

Hear from me soon, toodles! :)

i am trying to remember what i typed yesterday

This is going to take a long time.

Since my life is so drama-less and dull, I shall flood you with my dullness. :)
Prepare to be dull-ified...
This whole week of mine (and some other people) was apparently about doing last minute intensive revisions for the monthly test. Yeah I know it is JUST the monthly test. Ever since last year's Chemistry and History exam, I was traumatized mentally because the questions were oh-so-DIFFICULT!! Nothing I've expected.

Similarly, everything was read, memorize, read, memorize, and OH JUST READ IT!

This time, most of the papers were not as hard as what I've imagined it to be.

EXCEPT MANDARIN!!!! It was probably is the hardest because everything, I repeat, everything was in subjective. Even the one in traditional text and the poem. WE HAD TO TRANSLATE IT TO THE MODERN LANGUAGE! One hour and fifteen minutes was not enough as we had to write one formal letter and do 30 subjective questions. The first passage was freaking long and I understand it just partially. :O My answers are probably not relevant or just some random bullshit. I can't leave it blank can I?

Apart from that, I didn't study for Civics. Why? BECAUSE it was on the same day with Biology and Mathematics. Biology is more important because Biology is the study of life. I did read through some Maths examples and stuff.

The moment I received my Civics papers, my mind was like: 'SHIT. SHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHIT. I've never heard of these before, what the heck does that suppose to mean etc etc...' The topic was Pendidikan Sepanjang Hayat, whatever it means, and berperikemanusiaan. Don't expect perfect answers for my subjective part because I wrote crap for that. :P

For Maths, I trusted the answers I calculated on paper, not the calculations made by the calculator. Both the answers were included in the A B C D!! :O As usual, the calculations made by the calculator was correct. I WAS WRONG!
Shoot. From now onwards, I shall trust the calculations made by the calculator more than the calculations I made myself. Disgracing..... ==

1 mark for Physics is equivalent to 1 x 3.7 marks out of the overall 100 marks. You minus 2 marks from the full marks of 28, and you'll be losing 2 x 3.7 marks. Scary not?
I don't like Physics. There, I've said it.

Add Maths was easy. Fingers crossed for no stupid careless mistakes. ;)

I am lazy to continue this post. So toodles! ;)

babblings

Since my life is dull, I shall entertain you with my dull-ness. :DDD
This week was like last minute intensive studying for me (and also some people I bet) for 5 days!
Sleep deprived! Sleep deprived!! Sleep deprived!!!!

Anyways, I prepared myself quite ok-ly for most of the subjects, but definitely not Civics!
I'll come clean. ;) I didn't study for Civics because it was on the same day with Biology and Maths. Didn't study much for Maths either. I would rather spend more time on Biology because it is THE study of life. :D

How dumb can I be by not trusting my own calculator? HUH? HUHH?? I thought the calculations made by my calculator was wrong because the calculation I did on paper was different and both of the answers were the answers I have to choose. I was in great big large dilemma at that moment you know! I trusted myself there and guess what? I was wrong. Shit. From now onwards, I shall trust my calculator more than I trust myself. What the heck.

And going back to Civics.
So I received my Civics paper and I glanced at the word printed on it. My mind was like: "SHIT!! WHAT THE HECK ARE ALL THESE CRAP SENTENCES?!!" The whole test paper was basically about Pendidikan Sepanjang Hayat and berperikemanusiaan, I think. The nightmare was the 10 x 2 marks for the subjective questions!!! I have nothing to write and so I lifted some phrases, words, sentences and stuff from the objective questions. This is what I call doom. ==

I suck at simple Maths in Chemistry! It is because I wrote 0.01mol is the limiting factor when the other reactant is 0.005 mol. So smart of me ey? For those of you who don't know, I wrote 0.01 is smaller than 0.005. I must have bumped my head too hard during my sleep or something. OR IT COULD BE THE SLEEP DEBT THAT I HAVE ACCUMULATED!!!!

Add Maths was not as hard as I expected. And, and, and there is only 28 marks altogether for Physics. That means minus one mark from the 28 marks and that's 3.7 marks gone. Poof! History wasn't that difficult too. Most of us were mentally traumatized by last year's Chemistry and History papers. It was so out of the earth DIFFICULT!

Mandarin was blardy. It was all in subjective. D: Plus one formal letter. One hour and fifteen minutes. It's impossible to complete the whole thing in just one hour and fifteen minutes! That's why I wrote irrelevant stuff and crap stuff. HAHAHAHAHAHA. It's better than leaving it blank right? ;)

Oh yes I am heading to the movies with the girls tomorrow. Long time since I went to the movies. 

I shall end this post right now and continue the other. I will post both posts because I don't want to waste my one hour for nothing. LOL.

NOOOOOOO

I did a long post last night and I thought I saved it.

 But this morning it was not there!!!! D:


** EDITED **
SHOOT. I found it. It was under the draft's category!!
Shit. Just wasted one hour trying to recall what I've typed yesterday. -___-
Now which one should I post?